Lauren Goodger has revealed that she is still grieving over the loss of her newborn daughter adding that her body is still healing from childbirth.
On July 10, the former Towie star revealed that Lorena, her second child, had passed away shortly after birth.
Lauren, 35, watched as about 10 physicians battled to preserve her baby girl after they couldn’t find a heartbeat while being accompanied by her on-and-off partner Charles Drury.
The former reality star, who is also a mother to one-year-old Larose, has said that it feels like Lorena is “still there” with her because her baby bulge is “not shifting” and still visible over two weeks after the experience.
Lauren said that she is heartbroken that she wouldn’t be able to see Lorena grow up adding that she is still bleeding.
“It shouldn’t happen. It breaks my heart that I won’t see her grow up. I’m healing. I’m still bleeding – I feel like I’ve been run over. I’m not getting anywhere by blaming myself. I have to try and move forwards and accept it. First I need to understand it. She was just perfect. This is why I am having an autopsy. I need to understand, medically, how she died for my own sanity.”